Going Through the Motions - Buffy

Buffy:

Every single night, the same arrangement, I go out and fight the fight
Still I always feel this strange estrangement
Nothing here is real, Nothing here is right

I've been making shows of trading blows just hoping no one knows 
That I've been going through the motions
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart

I was always brave and kind of righteous, now I find I'm wavering
Crawl out of you grave you find this fight just doesn't mean a thing

Vampire:
She ain't got that swing

Buffy:
Thanks for noticing

Demon and vamps:
She does pretty well with fiends from hell but lately we can tell that she's just 
Going through the motions
Faking it somehow

Demon:
She's not even half the girl she-ow…

Buffy:
Will I stay this way forever
Sleepwalk through my life's endeavor

Handsome young victim man:
How can I repay-

Buffy:
-Whatever

I don't want to be going through the motions
Losing all my drive 
I can't even see if this is really me
And I just want to be
Alive