Happiness

I forget what it's like to be happy for longer than a day, or a weekend. I want to be happy. I was pretty content before because I had 2/3: Good friends, Good job, but no boyfriend. And I was okay with that. There was some drama in the fraternity and other places, but overall I was okay. But I want to be happy. Now I have 1/3, I'm not happy now. I'm okay. I'm not miserable, but things could definitely be better.

I don't think I should have to try this hard to be happy.

When will things become easy?